Today was our baby's due date, the sun shone high in the sky, it was a heavenly day.... fit for an angel. There is so much I would love to have been able to do on the day our baby was born that I won't be able to do, but what I can do is remember my son or daughter. My photo shows the balloon ( I put the picture in a tiny pink heart ) floating to heaven, I want to mark this day with a letter to our baby Hope......
Dear Hope,
Today you should have been born, our little surprise that we longed to meet. We never got the chance to know if you would have been a boy or a girl, would you have had hair like your brother or your sister? Would you have had curls? We will never get to experience your first cry, or press our lips to your tiny forehead.
I imagine holding you and inhaling your sweet baby sent. I imagine the moment when I saw your face for the first time, wishing that your brother and sister could have known you.
I held you within me all of your life, and I love you and will never forget that you were here, now you are a part of me, you have joined into my heart when you passed away. To me and to Daddy you will always be a part of us, you are just as much our son or daughter as Dylan and Lauren.
For your birthday Daddy and I sent you a pretty white ballon, it floated up and up and up, I've never seen a balloon soar so high, I hope that I will someday get to meet you. When I get to heaven I will find you, and I will shower you in kisses and get to know you. When I find you I will never ever let you go again, that I promise you. I will never know why we never got to keep you here with us, but one thing I know for sure, you are still with us .... you are all around us.
Happy birthday Hope, you will be forever in our hearts. This is the day you were to be born, this is the day we wished for but never came. This is the day we celebrate you.
We will love you forever ........
Mummy, Daddy, big brother Dylan and big sister Lauren